One Piece

Monday, March 26, 2007 / 5:07 PM

hmm.. things are rather normal le.

well we're like best of friends once again.

today, trained together..

chatted, joked, enjoyed each other company,

took the bus together.

watched a movie, went to the arcade,

went to the skating ring..

dint offer to send her home,

call or sms.. dint wan to be buggy..
just wanna be a caring friend.

-
I will always love u, u will always have a special place in my heart.

I'll change & wait 4 u even it takes a lifetime..

I hope someday u'll give me a chance to care 4 u again..

Saturday, March 24, 2007 / 8:48 PM

today.. sat, got training lor.. Zzz..

hmm wanted to avoid her for some reason,

but somehow at cck then mrt i board,

got her & shane.. so chiao.. maybe fate..

anyways we had breakfast.. the 3 of us

training was fun..

later had lunch at kfc too..

hmm.. actually very happy..

but a little sad too.. rmb the past.

anyways went home & YEH!

room renovations finished le.

sian part was needed to move furniture

back, after only 3h slp last night

not to mention 6h training in the sun.

Zzz.. then WOW a little..

sians Calvin & didi not online,

all busy with the world yugioh championships.

all the best to ex-world of jj gang & members

like friends.. like family.. lol

hmm.. missing her a little now,

she must be enjoying her family outing,

i tink must have been a long time since

her family went out together.

they go watch "Bean, the movie 2"
or also known as "Mr Bean's Holiday"

lol.. i cant wait to watch it too..

hiaz.. still..

*confused*

xin zhen luan..

xin hen fan..

zhen xing ku..

hiaz..

Friday, March 23, 2007 / 11:30 PM

hmm.. i write about some lighter things..

if not all u faithful readers get sian of the emo stuff.

anyways.. my room renovations almost complete!

this is what happened over the past few days..

2 days ago

packed & cleaned my room

moved all the furniture and stuff out

omg so dirty.. threw alot of stuff away.

yesterday

morning the man came to knock down the old wall

omg.. headache, not to mention flying stones..

EVERYWHERE!!

afternoon they got my new wall up

and the did alot of digging & drilling

today

the electrician came to move my light switch

he also fixed the phone lines.. YAY internet!

i finally LIVE!!! haahahaahah

Ooo.. then afternoon the tiles man came

fixed the broken tiles etc..

fixed all the walls too, if not holes everywhere.

tommrrow

the painter is coming..

and someone is going to fix my door back

cause now no door o.O change cloths then

*screams!!!* lol.. u get the idea..

Ooo.. tommrrow alot got training..

sian period.. i still so moody..

hmm.. daniel also sick with fever & sore.t

shayne injured his arm..

jian hui also down with fever..

ahyo y all so suay one.. same time too

hiaz today so sianz

had spring cleaning.. it was ok

she was around, i was sad but glad too.

hmm at least she was a little concerned.

anyways i was sick too, funny maid also sick,

had to pack lunch for myself, maid & grandma.

then headed home..

oh i said i was sick rite?

actually, doc said i maybe got stomach ucler,

supposed to be dangerious rite?

can die or someting.. anyways dont care la

slp less then 4h and eat 1 ~ 2 meals a day

sure lidat de..

have headache & diarroea for a week le

Zzz..

health gettting so bad lately..

anyways thanks all 4 reading.

sorry 4 the long post

*sun will be even longer*

if i update la.. =P

/ 5:59 PM

things are rather slow nowadays..

hiaz.. lonely, bored, sad..

funny my parents still have realised,

that i dont have a girlfriend anymore.

dono how to explain to them anyways..

when i see your face,

i feel the pain..

but if i try to run away,

i'll miss you just the same..

hiaz.. mybe its just ment to be,

but i dono why i just cant let it go.

its hurts..

worse & worse

day by day..

Tuesday, March 20, 2007 / 9:18 PM

cursed to never "really" smile again..

u take care of yourself okie?

i'll miss u

goodbye..

/ 9:08 PM

maybe this was probably never ment to be

from the very beginning..

wont blog much in future

hopefully blog wont die again

/ 8:54 PM

Her msn nickname:

"i wan2 b single. n i dun nid ur help 2explain 2 'em

abt wad happen.. i noe u r kind 2 mi.. thk"

the part i dun nid ur help to explain, i doubt refers to me anyways.

hmm.. at least its clear now that she wants to be single.

i dowan tok about it le.

/ 8:31 PM

hiaz.. why must my life twist & turn

like some movie storyline?

recently, my ex has been well..

more contact then usual.

she has become my jie sometime after

we two broke up.

somehow i believe she has feelings

for me. i've asked but she does not answer.

anyways i did explain to her that its impossible

for things between us ever again.

anyways now she's ignoring me

so dowan say liaoz..

i know that i must have hurt her.

1 year 1 month plus is a long relationship.

i must not be easy for her to take it.

"Hao Ren Hui You Hao Bao"

vice versa with bad people..

maybe this is my retribution..

i caused my ex to suffer..

now i suffer too..

hiaz..

haven spoken to her,

in 3 days le..

~ heartbroken ~

Monday, March 19, 2007 / 9:44 PM

the days seem to get rather slow

holidays, little training

& because she's missing in my life

hiaz..

only been 1 day since

i last spoke to her.

she wanted to be left alone

so i'll do as asked.

it's so hard,

not to mention only

day 1.

hmm.. went to school,

supposed to train but

ended up playing ping pong & had lunch.

went to shayne house after that

with shayne bro, steve & daniel

to watch "300" the movie.

the movie was good.

headed home, took very long.

slack, eat & pc

then blog.. lol

tommrrow need to train early

then go k lunch at lot 1.

yawns..

i miss u darling..

/ 12:06 AM

hiaz.. well life's a little more simple now

i still miss her lots, dream & think of her too.

she still has feelings for me

but it is'nt strong and she's been hurt too much

thanks to that stupid another person

both her & me were foolish to ever trust u!

i'm saddened that she's so unhappy now

she hardly ever smiles anymore

she dont talk much either nowadays.

she told me that she needed time alone

from everyone

hiaz.. i wish i could confort her

i wish i knew if she still loved me

at a level that if she was better someday

i would still have a chance to have her

by my side once again

alas there are so many

chasing only 1 girl

whom i do not know if she's telling me

what she really means.

not that i dont trust her,

just that i'm afraid of losing her.

anyways lots of work to do

work.. work.. lol

~ pack my room

~ move furniture

~ archery trainings

~ gym tommrrow with dan

anyways gtg slp le

nitez..

Sunday, March 18, 2007 / 2:02 AM

Please take care of my eyes.

---

There was a blind girl who hated

herself just because she was blind.

She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend.

He was always there for her.

She said that if she could only see the world,

she would marry her boyfriend.

---

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes

to her and then she could see everything,

including her boyfriend.

Her boyfriend asked her,

"Now that youcan see the world, will you marry me?"

The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend was blind too,

and so she refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away silently in tears,

and later wrote a letter to her,

saying: "Please take care of my eyes, My Dear."

---

This is how human brain changes when the status changes.

Only few remember what life was before,

and who has always been there even in the most painful situations.

---

Life Is A Gift

---

Today before you think of saying an unkind word.

( Think of someone who can't speak. )

---

Today before you complain about life.

( Think of someone who went too early to heaven. )

---

And when you are tired and complain about your job

( Think of the unemployed, the disabled.

and those who wished they had your job. )

---

But before you think of pointing the

finger or condemning another.

( Remember that not one of us is without sin

and we all answer to one maker. )

---

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down

( Put a smile on your face. )

---

Remember, life is a gift.. Treasure it..

Saturday, March 17, 2007 / 10:12 PM

i dont believe it

finally that i have a chance

to speak to her

i realise both of us

have been fooled by another

played like pawns

i wont speak about it

only make me burn with hate

i "was" going to curse her

& take revenge..

but i will always remember

what angeline jie said:

"Hao Ren Hui You Hao Bao"

thanks jie..

di loves ya always.

the simple truth is,

that another had

from the day i & her were together

started poisoning us againest each

other.. for that i will not hate,

but will NEVER & I GOD DAMMIT

MEAN NEVER FORGIVE

THAT ANOTHER

AS LONG AS I DRAW BREATH

FROM THIS EARTH!!!

YOU DESTORYED MY LIFE

YOU TOOK AWAY THE ONE I LOVED

YOU TURNED HER AGAINST ME

YOU TURNED MY FRIENDS AGAINST ME

YOU MADE PEOPLE WRONG ME

YOU BETRAYED & BACKSTABBED ME

YOU LIED & CHEATED MY FEELING

YOU ACTED "OSCAR WINNER!"

now i and her after such a long time

are finally in talking terms

but i dono.. she has shown & expressed

some love for me still

however her heart does have another

which she expressed that

that path has no future

but.. i know somehow

that we might never have a chance

together again..

why

why!!

why does life do this to me?

i blame noone, not even god.

its my foolishness that things turned

out this way..

i love u so much

i will miss u so much

i hope one day that she

will give me another chance

and i will treasure her with my life

and care for her with her

till the end of my days

if i have the chance too

take her as my wife

i love u too much darling

if only u could read

read my thoughts, my feelings

i've thought of ending my life

so many of times

to smoke, drink & fall into darkness

and depression

fall out of school

& enter the army

but NO!

i will not..

cause i love u too much

& i will keep every chance i have

so that one day u will let me

into ure heart once again.

till that day

i will love u forever

u will always

I REALLY MEAN ALWAYS

have a place in my heart!

hiaz..

sad.. sad..

/ 9:30 PM

If a girl cries for u.

---

If a girl cries for u,

If a girl cries in front of you,

it means that she couldn't take it anymore.

If you take her hand,

she would stay with you,

for the rest ofyour life.

If you let her go,

she couldn't go back,

to being herself anymore.

---

A girl wont cry easily,

Except in front of the person,

who she love the most,

she becomes weak.

---

A girl wont cry easily,

only when she loves you the most,

she puts down her ego.

---

Guys, if a girl cries bcos of you.

Please hold her hands firmly,

she's the one who would stay,

with you for the rest of your life.

---

Guys, if a girl cries bcos of you,

please dont give her up,

maybe bcos of your decision,

you ruin her life.

---

When she cry right in front of you,

When she cry bcos of you,

Look into her eyes,

Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's

feeling?

---

Think.

Which other girl have cried,

with pure sincerity,

Infront of you,

And bcos of you?

She cry not because she is weak,

She cry not bcos she wants sympathy or,

pity,

She cries,

Because crying silently is no longer,

possible,

the pain,

hurt,

n agony have,

become too big a burden to be kept,

inside.

---

Guys,

Think about it,

If a girl cry her heart out to you,

And all because of you,

Its time to look back on what u have,

done,

Only you will know the answer to it.

---

Do consider it,

Cos one day,

It may be too late for regrets,

It may be too late to say "im sorry".

---

To my friends...

Ponder this message seriously.

Dont do this to a girl,

You may regret,

for the rest of your life.

Maybe in your life,

she's the only one that love,

YOU the most.

Thursday, March 15, 2007 / 11:52 PM

finally

i'm leaving..

well din't tell anyone

for obvious reasons

already some showing

signs of reluctance to le me leave

hiaz i have to quit this club

sooner or later

in a way, my expirences here

is almost like stained with blood

life goes on

so i choose this path

thanks again to all readers

/ 7:54 PM

Finally everything has been set in motion,

now everyone is roughly angry with her

for each of their own personal reasons.

This quote was weird..

She told my friend today that she felt
"Cheated"

and my friend's reply was

"You REAP what you SOW!"

I admit that many a times,

many things is my fault.

I've tried to correct & change all

my mistakes & make amends.

But somehow i don't understand,

why noone trusts me?

When that is a 2 sided story,

not only does most pick the other side,

noone even tried to ask my side.

Coach, i've worked hard 4 you

for 1 entire year but,

alas, most likely i am going to be sacked.

My jie has been sacked already.

If you sack me cause of the mistakes

i have done in the club, i will leave.

But if you do so because of personal

reasons or for someone.

Then i'm dissapointed with you.

For you lack of judgement.

I trusted you & your judgement.

Looked up to you,

as a Coach

as a Mentor

as a Father

Lastly..

her nick..

"finally i know the answer.

n thks 4 e bday suprise u hav 4 mi..

Well done but im nt suprise abt tt..

Cos i alr know."

BEFORE

She breaks my heart again..

Why did she talk bad & spoilt my rep.

from the very start?

1 year ago, when i helped her,

when an entire club hated her..

Right after she could fit in,

she started bad mouthing me,

no wonder everyone always

had a bad impression of me.

No wonder coach never was close with me.

DURING

You spoke bad to me to everyone.

You backstabbed me to everyone.

I told you everything cause i respected

you as my girlfriend.. how could u abuse my love?

You "CHEATED" my feelings..

AFTER

You try so hard to hate me,

to get rid of me, to turn others against me.

WHY?

I have done no wrong.

And for any wrong i have tried to make amends.

You have accepted my amends & said u forgive me.

Yet the next day, you continue to bad mouth me.

Damm it..

I love you baby..

Why do you have to make life so hard for me?

Do you know why everyone hates you?

Its because everyone finally realised,

all your lies, acting, backstabbing.

I never planned any birthday "this"

for you.. how could you say this..

hiaz..

will my heart ever stop bleeding?

/ 12:41 AM

Let me be your voice

-
From the very Begining, the girl's family

objected strongly on her dating this guy.

Saying that it has got to do with family

background & that the girl will have to

suffer for the rest of her life if

she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very

often. Though the girl love the guy deeply,

but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often

cause the girl to be very upset.

With that & the family's pressure,

the girl often vent her anger on him.

As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated &

decided to further his studies in overseas.

Before leaving, he proposed to the girl:

"I'm not very good with words.

But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me,

I will take care of you for the rest of my life.

As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round.

Will you marry me?" The girl agreed & with the

guy's determination, the family finally gave in

& agreed to let them get married.

So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society,

whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies.

They sent their love through emails & phone calls.

Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work,

she was knocked down by a car that lost control.

When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed.

She realised that she was badly injured.

Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her.

But she realized that all that could come out of her

mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has

caused her to lose her voice.

Listening to her parents' comfort,

but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides cry,.....

it's still just silence cry that companied her.

Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same.

Except for the ringing tone of the phone.

Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang.

She does not wish to let the guy know.

& not wanting to be a burden to him,

she wrote a letter to him saying that she

does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him.

In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply,

and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do,

besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away,

hoping that she could eventually forget everything

& be happy. With a new environment,

the girl learn sign language & started a new life.

Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy.

One day, her friend came & told her that he's back.

She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her.

Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope,

containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding.

The girl was shattered. When she open the letter,

she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on,

she saw the guy standing in front of her.

He used sign language telling her

"I've spent a year's time to learn sign language.

Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise.

Let me have the chance to be your voice. I LoveYou.

With that, he slipped the ring back into herfinger.

The girl finally smiled.

Wednesday, March 14, 2007 / 8:56 PM

Happy birthday baby..

Too bad i can't wish u in person.

I doubt u would even wan to see me.

I love you.. always..

/ 12:08 AM

Nothing much to update le

at least no sad stuff..

reader wont sad.. lol

Went dinner with Dan & Ernest.

*faints* Ernest said he rmb a dream,

we were talking the she walked by with someone else,

and he said i cried.

Lucky never happened.

Anyways it would be sooner or later.

Either ways she hates me so much.

Hiaz..

WHY!!

Why did you have to say all those things about me?

Why are you bend on destorying my name & rep?

Why do you hate me so much?

I still love you..

I always will..

Monday, March 12, 2007 / 7:05 PM

"who to trust..??! 1 day there will be an ans"

hmm.. seems like she's just as confused as i am.

hiaz.. things just get worser & worser

/ 5:31 PM

i'm lost..

now everyone is seeking the truth

which i once seeked too

but i'm too afraid

afraid that i can't handle the truth

all signs point to her

and i dont know how to take it

i can't support that fact

my mind can

but my heart refuses

why?

why girl why?

why are you doing this?

maybe the info is wrong?

but that would mean that an entire

club is misunderstanding u

isit?

why wont u just say anything?

is this why

in your secondary school

according to some friends

an entire school anti-you?

u said that u were looking 4 a true friend

your recent msn nicks have been:

"so you tink i'm the bad guy, i don't gib a damm"

"there will be e day.. i will wait & see"

i dont think anyone is againest you

but what u are doing, your actions

is turning everyone around u againest u

are u doing this to get back at me?

why do u hate me so much?

if it were to make u happy

i really would just wan to leave

why does it have to be this way?

i'm not asking 4 a second chance

just to be friends

why is everything so difficult

for everyone?

hiaz..

a showdown on friday

i'm not going to like it

for all i know.. this could be

some big plan of acting

and in the end everyone

hates me

maybe?

soon i'll know.

/ 5:23 PM

Hiaz.. i really don't understand

sometimes why everytime there

is a "case" with 2 sides to a story

people will always pick the opposing side

no matter who is right or wrong.

Always a never ending battle

to gain people trust & friendship.

Am i such a lousy person?

Some killer or lier?

Do i look like someone who came from prison?

I spend time with you all,

outings, training, just a simple meal.

Yet its almost like not even a drop of trust.

The moment someone says something bad

about me.. everyone takes their side.

Isit fun to be againest me?

Hiaz.. i was bullied from sec 1 ~ 4

An outcast student in my school.

Mentally i tink i'm already affected.

Why can you guys stand beside me as a friend?

When you all talked about the past.

I realised i was left out alot..

That you guys hated me..

But NOONE i mean NOONE

had the guts to say.

Thanks again..

Kenneth didi

Siyan

Angeline jie

Daniel "a true bro"

Shane

Sunday, March 11, 2007 / 8:10 PM

Hiaz i never ment to wrong you,

i never ment to hurt you,

i never ment to do many things..

But sometimes i wonder,

what has happened to the good i once saw in you?

Why the sudden change?

I dare not judge cause only got can.

But just why?

My love for you still stands.

No matter how much you hurt me.

I will keep on waiting.

But i will not ask or tell.

Till you realise what i have done,

or you find everlasting happiness with

someone else.

I love you..

Icia

/ 8:01 PM

Hahas.. thanks from a friend

~ Tips to forgive, forget & destress ~

Stop thinking of those things.

Take a nice cool or warm bath.

Sms those things & delete it.

Write those things & throw away.

The best is to burn it if u don't want anyone to know.

Tell someone that you trust.

Saturday, March 10, 2007 / 10:51 PM

hiaz

i feeling sick

so heartbreak

1 day eat 1 meal

so *faints*

cant slp

slp will only tink of her

dream of her also

hiaz

cant eat

so depressed

so moody

see food also wan vomit

hiaz

cant study

i look at book see her face

i look at notes see her face

btw

not that her face look like paper

*wait she kill mi*

going to fail

no no no

cannot fail

if fail then cannot see her le

hiaz

must study hard

must pass

i have 25h 7min left

gtg study

for her..

/ 10:22 AM

Purpose

Everyone and everything in this world has a purpose.

Anyone who lives and who are living always search for a purpose in life.

However, not everyone is able to fulfil that purpose; the very answer to

"Why do we live?"

My purpose in life is to help people.

True.

Yet beyond helping people,

there is always a fine line where people always tend to tread upon

to make use of me and take me for granted.

I'm sick and tired of it.

I just want people to understand that all I do is show my goodwill to them.

But yet peopl twist & turn my actions & words

and somehow i always appear to have an agenda to them.

Sometimes I really wonder,

"is it worth it to be nice all the time?"

More often than not,

the thought would be yes.

Yet unfortunately in a highly materialistic and

unfeeling society such as Singapore

being nice will directly mean that you are

a very DISTINCT target board that

everyone can throw arrows at.

It also means that your life will be filled with

so much misery that people will just use you

as a "burden dump "(like a rubbish dump...).

Disheartened.

Show & Tell

I hate people who have agenda against me and keep it hidden.

Even if the agenda is not against me, but if I'm part of it,

I would also like to be told.

What's so difficult about telling someone the truth?

What's so difficult about telling someone off?

If one dares to talk behind the back or

have hidden agenda against me,

one must dare to tell it to me straight.

I don't like playing politics,

its a game for people with too much time in their hands.

Just show and tell, and don't leave me guessing.

If you think that there's a problem with me, just shoot.

It helps me improve on myself if I really

am that bad in that particular department OR

it helps me to explain to you the rational

of why I behave as such.

Everyone has limits,

and when one is pushed beyond the limits,

there will be times when things turn ugly.

Before that happens, please be more automatic.

Once again i really wish to thank,

the people who were there for me:

kenneth didi

angeline jie

meixin jie

bro. jianhui

bro. daniel

bro. ernest

life changes people..

people changes the world..

and the world changes life..

it does not matter what u have done

in life and judging it's right or wrong

but what matters is yourself

what u are

what u will be

what u can be

and

finally

the actions u will take

that is you

your image

your life

What You Really Are.

/ 10:01 AM

Well everything is going as planned, i suppose..

won't update most likely for the next week.

My house doing some renovation works,

so i'll be moving out for about a week.

Besides my aunt's place is nearer to counciller,

not to mention she's overseas so i'll be alone.

Maybe i'll just take it as a holiday.

I should just keep my handphone off.

Stop all contact with the outside world,

just for a week.. peace & quiet for a while.

Take care all..

My readers & friends.

Friday, March 09, 2007 / 9:33 PM

? - k can i ask u smthing
? - how should i put ...
? - hmm
me - be frank
me - i very open minded de
? - right
? - do u know u r being *blackmarked* by many ppl?
me - yes
? - ok do u know why then ?
me - u say i hear
? - all right , suppose today's meeting i came to tell u about this
? - the words u say at times
? - the way u treat ppl at times too
? - isnt really pleasing at times....
me - is that the real reason that everyone blackmark me or onli some of the reasons?
? - most of them are blackmarking u because of that reason
? - right i be straightfoward
? - u act really big
? - and u are reverting back to yr old self
? - sry but yea thats how alot of ppl are feeling about u now
me - how do i act big?
? - hmm
? - again the way u talk
? - yr tone
? - erm some of yr actions like
? - telling us to do certain stuff when u can do it yrself and its yr job
? - all right the club's room u know
? - i heard from smone that
? - u agree to be free to open the room
? - * u are willing to open the room at any times
? - and then all of a sudden u change yr words
? - and that is part of a reason that make alot of us feel u act big
? - cause when u say those words , it meant like u didnt care anymore ,
? - like u are like a own 'boss'
? - haiz think ive said before raymond
? - u may say those words which doesnt intentionally mean it
? - but to others , yr tone, yr words can mean alot of difference
? - negatively
me - hiaz
? - u get what i mean right
me - maybe its too late
? - really can u tell me now what happen
? - im still clueless
me - it doesnt matter anymore
me - maybe i was wrong all along
? - come on
? - its not that like everyone thinks you are hopeless or what
? - so why the hell are u talking like this
? - u r my friend , and my archery bro
me - would u believe me if i said i'm crying right now?
? - i believe
? - come on raymond , be a man
? - right now
? - the best solution i can think
? - is to say apologize to those who thinks of u this way
? - *is to apologize
? - and for those who dont seek yr apology , then screw them ahah
? - just say u r sorry to those whom may offended yr words
? - *be
? - *maybe
? - and that u wont do it again
? - cause im sure u dun want me to get everyone who may have been offended
? - and u know classified them as ppl who hate u and another group
? - u will know who has no hate on u
? - *and u ll know who are the ppl who.....
? - for all i know alot of them feel *unhappy*
me - i really need time off
me - *i tink* i really need time off
me - to go councilling..
? - after u apologize or before?
me - after
? - im sure coach will allow if u tell him
? - i always remember this phrase, when im talking to someone in any kinds of conversation
? - always think before we act
? - and it works for me so far haha
me - thanks bro
me - u've always been a truthful friend
? - np u do what u think is best, if u need any help feel free to cnt me

thanks bro.. *i kept ure name hidden cause i dono if u mind or not

i will take time off to go councilling..

you take care..

/ 7:43 PM

I remember..

the day i first saw you

the day i first spoke to you

that day i knew i liked you

the day i fell in love with you

the times we had as friends

the times we were enemies

the times we had fun

the times we trained

the times at tourn. we won

the day told u everything

the day i gave you my heart

the day i gave u my soul

the times you needed me, i was there

the times you wanted help, i was there

when you were sad, i cheered you up

when you cried, i wiped away your tears

when you were tired, i lent you my arms

when you were sick, i cared & kept vigil

when you were hungry, i cooked for you

when you were bored, i entertained you

when you needed someone to listen, i lent you my ears

when you needed a hug, i gave you one

I remember..
I remember..

when you decided to leave me

when you left me standing in the rain

when you broke my heart

when my heart bleed for you

when you stole my soul

when you killed me

I remember..
I remember..

when you smiled

when you laughed

when we kissed

when we hugged

I remember..
I remember..

your eyes

I don't care..

what others think about you

that others hate you

that others look down on you

that others talk bad about you

that you choose someone else

even..

if you were wrong

that you were unreasonable

that you did this to me

all i know is that i still love you

and i can't stop loving you..

Thursday, March 08, 2007 / 1:11 AM

Today was a long day once again..

Kena scolded..

Nvm that..

Anyways had a great time

with Alwyn, Kenneth didi, Ray, Wee Yang

Nice steamboat..

not to mention Mahjong after that.

LOL

Ultraman & D.O.A. was cool..

Took a very long walk home..

From YewTee to CCK.

Had alot of time to think & destress

sometimes i tink i'm lucky.

To have Angeline jie & Kenneth didi

to talk too

a shoulder to lean on

*not literally hoh!*

hahas

thanks.. to you both!