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Thursday, July 31, 2008 / 7:37 PM

Hilarious fun..

updated

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Hahah.. yeh, secret stays with the 3 of us.

lunch really rox!!

AMANDAZ.. U PANG SEH US!!

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After school, we went to KOBAYASHI
*I tink thats how its spelled ba..

then eat le.. (btw food was great)

and I forgot to take pictures sia.. sianz..

hahahaha.. then amandaz come..

btw she walk VERY fast..

den we headed over to Jurong East Library

that was where the fun BEGAN!!

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Hahahahahaahha...

ho li si ah.. do quiet time..

amandaz, guisiang & me

crazy liao la.. at jurong library..

we 3 = QT is impossible

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laugh laugh laugh laugh..

quiet time = LT: Laughing time..
Library become very chao lor.. (noisy)

then we invent QLT: Quiet laugher time.

"for me to know and god to find out."

Amandaz & me laugh until stomach cramp.

Guisiang laugh until headache..?? lols

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people say I crazy go mental hospital..

so I say I go find Ian.. then..

haha then Ian there *shaking head*..

saying "chu xiong, chu xiong" *imagine with eddy voice*

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hahahahahahaah..

cannot stop laughing la..

laugh then stop then laugh

then all stop le, then 1 person start,

then all start laughing again..

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Amandaz hor.. laugh like car engine leh..

people hahaha.. or hehehe.. or hohoho
she go. hurhurhurhurhur.. VROOM.. LOLS

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IMAGINE THIS..

GUISIANG READING BIBLE

AND LAUGHING AT THE SAME TIME..

LOL..

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Amandaz points at a pack of M&M..

mummy is there.. LOL

then I give mummy the pack of M&M..

but her T-Shirt hungry..

wanna eat the whole pack nor.. LOL

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Hahaahhaha... everyone attack

my first "tongues" language..

shh.. shh.. shh.. shh.. shh..

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

LOLS.. wahahahahahahaha

somehow, its my tongue, but I find

it funny too! XD btw sounds different le.

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Hahas.. Guisiang hor.. take bus..

can FLY!!.. lols *poor balance*

then kick poor old uncle leg..

well his face so guai lan.. maybe not that poor.

ahaahahahahahahah..

so many of your "FRIENDS" also..

hahas.. must be u loan shark & they all owe u $$

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Btw.. here are the uploads of

PRATAMAN IAN & CUTIE KIRAN =)

thx to both of them.. editing each others image.

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Wednesday, July 30, 2008 / 11:26 AM

Amusing day..

updated

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Hahas.. today we had alot of tasks to

carry out in class during meeting 1.

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1) Arrange ourselves in asending order,

from shortest to tallest in height.

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2) Arrange ourselves in asending order,

from smallest to biggest shoe size.

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3) Arrange ourselves from youngest,

to oldest via, year, month, day.

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And the 1991 people.. LOL

*kids nowadays.. maths fail..*

"Eddy, Sya, Yani, Amandaz, Stephanie"

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On another topic.. some people ah..

say I piggy, pig, pork la..

what I very hairy la.. LOL

and write my full name on the board.

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OI.. I wear the shirt you bought me,

no good meh? I wear cause,

gan dong ma.. you GAVE me de ma..

LOL.. the first comment you give

is very small hor.. LOL you buy M de wad.

My fault.. LOL cause my tummy big..

Wahaahahahahah..

*faints*

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Amandaz Zzz Zzz
Hahaahah.. you wanna fuck wad?

LOL.. "what you wanna eat?"

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OI.. I play game.. all wanna disturb me sia..

Hahahahahah.. not that I dowan you disturb me..

Actually I dont mind.. LOL

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HEY.. all say me sia today..

wad jacket NOT SMALL then T-shirt NOT BIG

thats like super sad la.. >.<

wah liew.. so demoralising sia..

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Well anyways.. during break 2

my team was discussing how

YANI keeps pronouncing stuff wrongly.

Say until become hairy Yani

or special HAIRY BRI-YANI.. lols
EEEEUUUUUUUUUUU...

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LOLS.. fun day

super slack too..

Tuesday, July 29, 2008 / 8:51 AM

Thinking of a title

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Anyways.. I came to class at 8.15am..

hahas.. my books were there,

and it was guarded by Kiran.

LOL.. I need to return the bloody,

heavy books later.. haiyo..

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Some people really are super childish.

Body so big.. intellegent but immature.
Nvm.. If I comment futher..

I'll just bring myself to your level.

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Btw don't test my patience..

I've got a limit for you.

Monday, July 28, 2008 / 10:50 PM

A mixed day

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Today has been a day with extreme

differences in the positive and negative

things that have happened today & yesterday.

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Yesterday we had a very good chat..

and hopefully everything will be better soon,

between us.. =)

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And congrats that your mum

is talking to you le.. you are so mad now..

hahahas.. and rejoicing too..

God has finally answered your prayers,

and the prayers of all your friends,

who prayed for you as well.. =)

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Sianz.. I super worried..

I borrowed 3 big books today,

and a classmate of mine,

told me he could help me return.

So I passed him the books before

I left school lor. But he forgot..

I ain't angry.. and I don't really

blame him cause its partically my

fault as well for not returning my

own books on my own.

I hope the books are there tommrrow.

If not.. hiaz.. sianz..

Sunday, July 27, 2008 / 7:02 PM

Painful words

updated..

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I'm really sad.. why (a brother) why..
why must you say such things?

why do you ask me to move on..

move on from red cross..

move on from this friendship..

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why are you bitter?

why are you so cold?

if you tell me that I've never

been a friend to you..

do you know how much

it hurts my feelings?

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red cross camp..

rp silat invitational..

national science camp..

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when u needed resupplies.. i got them..

when u needed a partner for duties.. i volunteered..

when u needed money.. i lent u..

no matter what others said about u..

no matter what u did, right or wrong..

no matter how others ask me to stop,

talking or spending time with you..

i still regarded you as a friend..

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friends get angry with each other

from time to time..

but why are you so bitter?

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You have so many friends who love you.

Some who have known you for a short time,

some who have known you for a long time.

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I've known you for only 2 months plus..

You are my IG's president.. my leader..

I seek you for advice in times of duty crisis..

You were my first followupper..

The one who gave me advice in christ..

I still read the bible which YOU gave me..

I still use the notebook.. my daily mana..

which YOU gave me too..

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If friendship takes time to nuture..

have I not proven to you how much,

you mean to me?

2 months.. I would give you my best..

its even possible to compare,

the effort I give you..

to my dearest girl..

to my family, even god..

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You have broken my heart..

Perhaps I really should leave Red Cross..

since you have asked me to move on..

If the leader does not believe in me..

then I am nothing..

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On another matter,

I am feeling even worser..

Before I was a christian..

before I came to poly..

I was in a relationship..

and the girl loved me very deeply..

she was always there for me..

and we made many promises to each other..

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But when I came to poly..

I fell for another..

and I gave up my past..

hurting her very very deeply..

She regrets ever loving me..

Somehow I think in a way,

she still does.. but love turns to hate

sometimes..

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(2) = Her (another person)

I will always regret..

trading my own happiness,

at the cost of someone else.

My new relationship..

din't even last 2 weeks..

and I loved her(2) even after we broke up.

And I was willing to do anything..

because I had loved her so much..

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But basically.. I aint a very good man..

and I've hurt many people in my life..
all my ex's and all those who hate me.

I really regret doing alot of things in my life..

And all the regret and sorries won't change anything.
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I just hope.. hope..

that I don't lose the little things I still have.

And I still and always will seek forgiveness from

all those that I have hurt before..

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Also.. I feel that a (sister),

is in great pain.. and frankly..

I really dono how to help her..

GOD WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?

I HAVE 2 HANDS AND 1 HEART..

AND MY HEART BLEEDS..

AND I CANT SEEM TO HELP ANYONE

OR MYSELF..

hiaz.. i cant take this..

but i must strive on..

God give me the strength so that

I may able to do your work and

help those who are really in need.

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To another sister..

don't be worried about seeing the principal..

he is only just a person/man..

as it is said in the bible..

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⁵Never will I leave you: never will I forsake you."

⁶so we say in confidence,

"The Lord is my helper; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?"

( Hebrews 13:5 - 13:6 )

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To my dearest..

who has trouble deciding to

go? stay? leave?

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As I explained in the phone call..

the decision is up to you..

I would ask you to stay and keep

on trying but if you do feel really unhappy,

I will support you if you need time

to cool off and find forgiveness.

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You will always have my support.

No matter what is your decision..

I won't judge your actions =)

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Hmm.. to my "japanese" friend, whose hp.. LOL

Well hope you get a new one soon yeh?

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Maybe you are troubled?

Hehe.. I not sure la..

But I won't ask you la..

I'm keeping contact minimal.

I'm sure you understand.

I'll keep you in prayer, that your problems

will be solved soon. okies?

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To my sister in red cross..

Lets support each other..

don't give up, if I don't, you cannot too.

Plus you promised me already.

Its all about saving lives and people..

Lets keep on working hard!!

F1 and NDP here we come!!

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Meimei.. I'm sorry that kor

never seems to have the time

to take your calls or talk to you long.

We are very distant.. I know and

I admire your resilence in calling me often.

Also, I'm sorry that my brother scolds

you often, I hope you don't hold it against him.

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My HOT GUY.. how come fever?

Get well soon okies?

And don't sleep so late la bro.

Saturday, July 26, 2008 / 11:58 AM

Friends

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Kiran: "RAWH... I Am E.T. !!"

Everyone having a laughing good time.

Kiran Laughing = PRICELESS!!

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The term is ending soon..

and seriously.. i'm gonna miss some people..

Sha, Sya, Syazana, Kiran,

Gui Siang, Amandaz, Eddy,

Ian, Ah Boon, Shafi..

and a few more..

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look carefully at each picture..

kiran's laugher is always PRICELESS!

Friday, July 25, 2008 / 3:59 PM

Mummy?

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Hahaahahha.. mummy's presentation

very funny la.. LOL

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WEI!!! wad you mean my head very big..

I just nearer to the webcam wad.. >.<

/ 10:35 AM

Ian's butt

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Today I tell you damm funny..
we were crazing in class as usual..

Kiran, Chu Xiong, Amandaz, Ian & Me

Fridays are always fun.. LOL

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Then the stupid ian suddenly say,

"i beat your mother la.."

then we stood up..
and obviously he win me la..

so big.. push me into the window..

LOL then i randomly kick
and kicked him right in the butt hole!!

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LOL a loud sound was heard too..

HAAHHAHAHAAHAHAH

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Ok, back to worksheets.

Thursday, July 24, 2008 / 11:54 AM

Ah Boon

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WTH.. faci seriously dont like Ah Boon.

LOL.. keep shooting him..

haha.. so "CONVINCING" <-- faci said de.

Then guisiang's acting super funny.. haha

Then Ah Boon did an uneducated act,

faci replied "of course I can see" LOL

poor ah boon..

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LOL part 3 man!!

faci asks what is NDP..

class replies U FACI MA? U FROM RP MA?

hahahahahaha..

then she replied at least not like

some HWA CHONG BOY (lol ah boon)

and ah boon walks to press wireless again

then someone shouts "like dog leh" LOL?

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LOL part 2 man..

Faci said: "seriously.. ah boon is in some comedy"

"nonono.. from phua chu kang.. nono confirm from comedy"

Ah Boon replies: "Faci ENOUGH ALREADY HOR!"

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hahaahahahahah..

amusing day.. seriously..

/ 11:47 AM

A confused heart

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Well its been very quiet lately..

Nothing stirring in my heart & mind.

Lets do my best in changing..

Emotions is a sin !!

Hey.. I do enjoy a little laid back quiet time.

Its peaceful in a way..

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Today, Amir is on reservice..

then the stand in faci is super funny.

Alison Chee.. a very nervous kanchong person.

LOL.. she bully Ah Boon lor..
Ah Boon!! WIRELESS!! WIRELESS!!

Ah Boon!! On Projector, Off Projector!!!

WIRELESS!! WIRELESS!! WIRELESS!!
Ah Boon!! Find the technical personnel!!
Ah Boon replied "I go one hour ah?"
Faci: "NO NO NO NO NO COME BACK!!"

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Haha..damm amusing..

Hmm.. think I'll be starting work soon.

Need to start earning money, I'm too broke.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008 / 11:16 PM

Forgiveness

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Well.. i might know the source of my

critical taggers.. and frankly i dont blame them.

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I have done many wrong things in my life..

in my relationships as well..

i haven been a good bf before..

and i still struggle to improve.

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My apologies may mean nothing..

and I am truely sorry to those who I have

offended and hurt in the past..

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Just as i do not hold it against

those who have hurt me before..

i seek your forgiveness..

/ 10:25 AM

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If You're Not The One lyrics

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If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?

If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?

If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?

If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings

But I know you are here with me now

We’ll make it through

And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand

If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

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If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?

If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?

If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?

If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away

But I know that this much is true

We’ll make it through

And I hope you are the one I share my life with

And I wish that you could be the one I die with

And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with

I hope I love you all my life

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I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand

If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

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‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away

And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today

‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right

And though I can’t be with you tonight

And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand

If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am

Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

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Is it just a dream?

Sometimes I don't really know,

but I'm sure I don't wanna wake up.

If you're feeling confused..

I'm about just as confused as you are.

I hope things can be better someday.

I just don't wanna lose you.

I pray that your vision will be cleared.

And your heart will no long be clouded.

I just hope it isnt already too late.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008 / 12:02 AM

I'm glad everything is fine for now..

Thank you God for answering my prayers.

I thank you too for testing my patience in my relationship,

my patience and care for both those in need and the one I love.

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I must learn to uphold, care, love, trust,

in the lord our God and you..

More and more each day.. lols..

I must strive to be better & I nid a job soon.

Darn broke.. but I still love to spend

my money on the ones I love. XD
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BTW.. God does not nid my money..

so I spend on the other ones I love.. HEHE

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My font is special ok..

to honor today's CHOCOCHIPS!!

LOLS.. internal joke..

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PATIENCE..

TOLERANCE..

ACCEPTENCE..

haha..

don't make me shoot u too..

we all have our limits.. XD

Monday, July 21, 2008 / 8:04 AM

LOL.. its 7.45am and I'm in class already..

I either got to be crazy or super entu..

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Anyways I got alot of stuff to do,

finalising planning for boys cg this week,

hehe.. SOLO planning this week man.

I also got to prepare sharing with Amandaz later.
Still not too sure what I'm gonna share yet.

Hey interest has suprised me.. lols..

*in a good way.. of course*

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Btw I've had a long weekend.

Friday was well.. emotional..
but I also took the whole weekend

to finally think carefully..

And let even more of God to speak

into our hearts and relationship.

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Also.. Saturday's afternoon tea ceremony

and night's Wedding Dinner was great..

There was a cold dish with eel, octopus, seaweed

and ebi prawn. Next was shark's fin soup, followed

by seasonal vegetables and mushrooms in XO sauce,

a large portion of duck, steamed sea bass and

finally a mango pudding dessert.

I also had alot to drink, I had beer, white wine,

red wine and champeign.

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On sunday, I had KFC for lunch

and managed to watch The Dark Knight,

with Nafiqa at causeway point.

The movie was excellent..

My dinner was with my Uncle and Aunty

who owned a diamond watch business,

(btw each watch is 100,000 pounds & above)

a vineyard, a few oat and wheat farms,

and various small and medium businesses

overseas. They live in Switzerland, Holland,

France, Italy, Singapore, Hong Kong, Britan

and USA. LOL.. wish I was that rich..

Haha.. then had alot of white wine to drink again.

Dinner was steamed fish, peking duck,

beef steak, sea cucumber with seasonal vegatables,

duck noodles & large prawns with vegatables.

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Hahas.. hopefully everything will be fine soon.

Saturday, July 19, 2008 / 4:35 PM

"Better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all."

- Saint Augustine

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"Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired."

- Robert Frost

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I'm just back from my cousin's wedding tea ceremony.

and as camera man, as I saw the bride and groom..

it somehow touched my heart how love is so

powerful.. it can be triumph above all..

(btw photos will be uploaded soon)

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Sometimes I think I dream too much..

I'm only 20.. but I've always dreamt of having

my own family. Some say I'm too young?

But anyways, nothing is impossible.. haha..

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As I came home, and reflected on alot of

things in my life, I realised that I was

not really in a great position.

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I've decided to let god speak fully into

my relationship.. though ungodly to some,

I believe god will show me, that in his grace

if I am a believer, he will guide me

every step of the way..

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As a dear dear friend of mine reminded me,

"Better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all."

and as you have always told me,

every day we grow with each other..

that we must never "Live life in regret."

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Dear almighty God and Jesus,

in your holy names I pray..

Guide me and show me the way..

/ 1:17 AM

As i did my quiet time and prayed today.. I asked God.. what was wrong with the relationships I deared the most. What had I done wrong? What was I doing wrong. I asked God to give me the spiritual wisdom to be able to seek an answer in the Holy Bible. Then suddenly.. I gained insight on these two chapters.

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⁴ Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.⁵ It is not rude, it is not self seaking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.⁶ Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.⁷ It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.⁸ Love never fails.¹³ And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

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1 Corinthians 14:4 - 14:13

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⁶ Place me like a seal over your heart, like a seal on your arm; for love is as strong as death, its jealousy unyielding as the grave. It burns like a blazing fire, like a mighty flame.

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Songs Of Songs 8:6

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My Lord and God.. I thank you for this gift, in my time of need.

Amen.

Friday, July 18, 2008 / 11:14 PM

OMG.. i really nid to exercise more la..
today run 2+ km, can DIE I TELL U!

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old le, unfit le, die le..

no la.. but my feet really burned lor..

hehe.. will do more running from today onwards..

so i dont think so much and dont get scolded by someone

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i hope things improve..

and i hope people dont take the chance to divide us.

tired.. lols.. body aching..

and missing u..

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are u thinking of me?

u must be in town or mrt around now.

Thursday, July 17, 2008 / 8:40 AM

Hmm.. its great that things are better already.

Put's my heart and mind at ease.

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Yesterday's Suki Buffet dinner was great! =)
Hahas.. so sweet of them, because there were 3 couples.

and the table was a 6 seater, so 1 couple took each side,

and the last couple sat in singles.

But when we went to cook our ice cream,

the 2 couples squeezed together.. Hahas..

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Smiles always.. you look cuter they way..

Silly girl..

Monday, July 14, 2008 / 9:56 PM

I have prayed.. whenever I could..
When I wake up, when I sleep, when I bath,

when I eat, whenever I think of you..

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GOD please answer my prayers..

one of your child is in pain..

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I sit here helpless..
All I can do is entrust this in you o lord..

I've already made the wrong decision..

But I accept the mistake..

I'm just a foolish man..

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But in this darkest of times..

I see how the human will and live on..

And the number of people who care

so much about you..

If I was in need, I would not see so many..

I admire the support you have..

And I offer you mine as well..

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GOD please answer my prayers..

/ 3:18 PM

Michelle!!! lol..

M&M anyone?

LOL random photo at plaza singapura..

July 13th Water Baptism 2008

OH NO!!! eating mac while pastor jeff was talking

STAND!! all the people who are gonna be water baptised

Let us pray for Gui Siang

RP 1 & 2 (Missing Luke, Stephen, Shareen & Andrew)

Like shepherd, like sheep.. lols (Daphne & Gui Siang)

[ Water Baptism ]

ARGH!! water in my ears!!

Ooooo.. big hug..

What is she looking at?

HEY!!! Dont take my unglam photo!

Beginning of a new life..

Gordon & Nehe

The baptism pool!! Where is John the baptist?

Ooooo... i dont wanna get baptised.. LOL (joking)

"ANY LAST WORDS!" Yanhan = "huh?!!"

Cross your hands and place them above your heart..

DUNK!!

Melissa & Ruth

Nehe, Chun Kwee, Raymond, Jia Wei

Jorden, Emily, Raymond, Chun Kwee

Your special delivery!!

My brother Nehe & me

What a mess.. lols

Nehe!! Do you need help to use the handicap toilet?

Emily loves Michelle

Chun Kwee!!

Jia Wei & Nehe

Prize Giving!!

AHHHH!! the sky is falling..

Emily: "Ho Ho Ho i can jump ok! & i'm cute.."

Dinner time!

My teriyaki bento with pepsi!!

The YEO'S girl..

HEY!!

LOL.. OREO CHEESECAKE !!!

*stabs cheese cake*

Thinking *hmm.. the taste just pass only*

Yanhan: "Hmm.. yum yum.." GuiSiang: "HMPH, why u eat so much!!"