Thursday, June 28, 2007 / 9:15 PM
so darn high.. read darling's blog.. lols
happy happy..
zi high..
WOO~OOO~
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will post more tommrrow
tommrrow VIVO !!
Wednesday, June 27, 2007 / 3:30 PM
will be seeing u in an hour..
hope to settle all the problems we have..
i dont wish to quarrel anymore..
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will be away on class chalet..
back at night june 28..
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hope to fetch u after british council..
i will if i really can.. wont bluff u de..
hope u wont stop me if i do..
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being with u warms my heart..
cheers me up to know ure happy too..
brings me one step closer to paradise..
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=L3M0N=
<3
=P3@C3=
Tuesday, June 26, 2007 / 11:49 PM
*silent screems in my heart*
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u said u cant cheer me up..
but u really dint try..
u would u say u dono how or tried..
but i just dint really try or try hard enough.
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i am invisible in ure blog..
i am invisible in cck..
i am invisible in this world..
i am nobody..
i am nothing..
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~ a screeming heart ~
/ 11:08 PM
hmm..
Tue, June 26th, 2007..
its been a long day..
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had a sort of quarrel the night before..
glad that darling is fine..
i've changed to be more understanding..
i'm glad she is feeling happier.
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planned to go ubin with clubmates..
zhanhong, taoming, ray, wendy, leeyee,
eugene, alarick, jianhui, liting..
hiaz.. parents concerned about dengue..
news has been flooded recently about it..
well.. cant go jui cant go..
hope everyone "pin an wo si" all safe safe come back..
sad that i fly aeroplane everyone.
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hmm.. have to invite one girl each to club,
cause club lacking girls.. hiaz..
sure tio punish.. anyways.. dowan force anyone go..
jui nvm lors..
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hmm.. went to fetch darling..
but here dad came.. so had to go home alone instead.
well nvm ba.. at least u get a nice aircon ride home.
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dont guilty or blame ureself..
i know u really wan to cheer me up..
i know u feel that i'm sad..
i wont lie that i aint..
i am but its okie..
i'm happy that u got home safely..
with dad or me makes no difference.
u're safe and thats what it counts for.
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i keep feeling i make u sad..
i just feel that i can't stop hurting u..
even if it aint on purpose.. i still do hurt u..
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if u ever stop loving me..
if u ever want to leave me..
just tell me..
so that i wont stop u from leaving..
cause i nv want to hurt u again..
and i dont want to hurt u anymore..
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~ heartbroken ~
/ 7:41 AM
is me? i really dono..
sometimes i wonder..
do i really do the things i think i did wrong..
am i really just too soft hearted?
why do i care so much about others being happy,
with me or the things i do?
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why should i care?
should'nt people accept others the way they are?
maybe thats a reason a have forgotten many friends..
because they don't deserve a friend like me..
or maybe i'm the one in the wrong..
maybe i don't deserve a friend like them.
maybe..
maybe..
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darling..
i'm sorry..
i just really dono what to do..
i'm good a solving problems..
i'm good at talking..
i'm good at listening..
i love you..
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i know u're trying..
i'm sorry i'm not contented..
i know u don't talk much not cause u don't want to,
but because u are a quiet person.
but its hard.. really..
if u don't talk or share..
but i can feeling something wrong, u're pain..
i dono what to say..
i wanna listen but u don't talk..
i wanna help but u don't share..
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i know u don't tell me cause,
u just dont want to spoilt my mood,
or give me extra problems..
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but thats part of being together..
no matter how troublesome, difficult..
u have to share with me..
pls? O.O
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hiaz..
why do i always feel everything is my fault..
the answer is simple..
cause it is my fault..
i'm an idiot..
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stupid..
stupid..
stupid..
me..
/ 12:04 AM
i'm trying my best..
i'm giving u my everything..
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if u dont wish to tok..
i cant do anything..
and i just dont feeling like toking anymore..
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if i keep trying, it has no effect on u.
if i stop trying.. u dont seem to try either..
then the more we just dont tok.
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u have to sort out your thinking..
and start DOING things to FIX things..
thinking about it & being negative wont HELP..
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hiaz.. tears.. of pain..
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darling dont be guilty.. whats the point..
do something so that we can solve this problem together.
TALK so that i can help..
ASK so that u can help..
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i love u..
hiaz..
Sunday, June 24, 2007 / 4:39 AM
[fri 22nd june]
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so i went swimming, with shayne, zhenxi, christina & daniel.
then got a tan too.. XD
hahahas.. christina keep screeming "why mi!! why mi!!"
cause daniel & mi keep throwing her into the pool.. lol?!
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had lunch at faamosa authuentic shop or something..
the mee hoon kui very nice.. lols my spelling die..
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so tired when i got home..
headache.. i tink i getting fever..
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[sat 23rd june]
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went training..
so tired. had to drag myself there..
meimei was late.. u got ug to take away for me.
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sun so hot.. lucky borrowed zhanhong cap..
if not sunburn.. anyways did get sunburn..
but the slight kind. not pain de.. just red red..
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had lunch.. Beef Hor Fun & Crispy Soup Set.
YUMMY..
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got home.. 5pm le..
really got fever this time..
bad headache too..
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go slp.. Zzz..
darling thanks for talking to me before i slpt. =)
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[sun 24th june]
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got up at 4am.. SIAO RITE?
cause slp since 6pm.. like 10h le at 4am..
so auto wake up lor..
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diao.. tio con..
i left my pink dolphine beside the bed.
yst wan drink forgot..
then tot can drink..
PUI PUI PUI..
so sour.. spoilt le..
wait i LAO SAIIIIIIIIIIIII........... lol too much "men in white" movie.
anyways.. now using com..
updating blog.. hehe..
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kk i tink i'll be going back to slp.
wan an.. or more like zhao an all!
=)
Friday, June 22, 2007 / 8:22 AM
hiaz.. very worried about darling..
always worried about how she is..
she always sad but she wan to be strong,
outside appears fine but i know she's crying inside.
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yet she does not seem to wan my comfort..
maybe she's too independent & i tinking too much.
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i just wish she share with me more..
& take comfort while by my side..
just lean on me & i'll hug u & never let u go..
*will let u go when u cannot breath la.. LOL*
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hmm.. always so quiet..
ask u le, u say tink too much & brain cells die..
sian 1/2..
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i dont care euu hor..
u take care of those CELLS!!
i wan u live till we are 100 hor..
wan die also die the same day i die..
before me la..
i dowan u suffer the pain see me die..
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lol.. wad toking me.. tink to much le.
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hiaz.. worried worried..
eh?.. SHIT i'm late..
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byez.. off to swimming.. *really go off this time..*
/ 8:08 AM
hmm.. although i have been much closer to u 3,
since u 3 entered ITE in april/may this year,
but i first met u all, 2 years ago.
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u 3 have always appeared to me as friends,
who would never fall, never fight, never quarrel.
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why?
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cause if anyone of u 3 were to fall..
the other 2 would hold u up..
if anyone were sad..
the other 2 would cheer u up..
if anyone had problems..
one would listen, one would help..
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2 minds better then 1..
3 is NOT a crowd..
but even better then 2..
=)
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everyone is different..
that includes me..
i rmb when i first joined..
it was difficult..
cause i felt extra & left out.
i'm sure many would give up..
but lucky i dint.. so now 3 has become 4?
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i hope so that is..
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please dont quarrel?
everything can hao hao tok ma..
liddat good wad..
somemore holidays leh..
y wan quarrel, or fight, or sad sad neh?
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all u 3, take care, & cheerup..
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to "A": great to see u enjoying life being single.. being carefree & all..
to "B": dont worry.. that someone will come someday.. and we all care about u.
to "C": dont think so much la.. u running out of brain cells le, i dont care u live till 100 with me hor!
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take care u 3..
if not i will tink to much le..
stress..
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time to destress..
i going swimming le..
Thursday, June 21, 2007 / 10:00 PM
long day..
tired day..
archery? hiaz.. long story..
don't want to talk about it.
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something's different about me.
well everyone changes..
and changes are not always good..
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shall not continue..
tired.. sad.. moody..
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nitez all..
Wednesday, June 20, 2007 / 11:52 PM
LOL today went to have Mr Bean's soya bean drink..
See me in the queue? (at the left)

Soo.. cute..

Hahas.. i acting cute right?

OMG what are u 2 doing?!! dont kill each other!!

Green Thingy.. lols.. actually the Shrek 3 "Lime Sundade"
looks eeeky but tastes NICE..

Ooo.. mi acting cute beside sadako.. lols..
*zi high* woo~ooo~ooo...

Large coke, corn cup, fillet-o-fish & large fries..

Yummy.. nice corn.. lols..

Hor hor.. realise i not there? (empty seat at right side)
I go toilet then darling eat ICE CREAM.. hor hor !!

LOL?!!! Never eat ice cream before..
never mind i understand, 7th month coming le.
Tuesday, June 19, 2007 / 11:27 PM
nothing to post leh..
lols.. hahas.. nothing special happen ma..
except darling kena stolen from me today,on the way home de time.. by her..------------------
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Sunday, June 17, 2007 / 11:04 PM
hmm.. i tink & i tink too much..
realised although how happy i seem..life aint quite right for me.
---i've realised one too many things..---that friends cant be trusted..its so easy to fall if people just go againist u..---my failure in yst tournment.. hiaz..my strictness in the juniors.. should i just stop caring?when u care, u got to scold & teach..then people go that u overbearing, rude, hao lian.. etc
using power to bully others.. blah blah blah..nv move board..well its true i dont..cause i have a 1000 & 1 other things to do..much less i've realised how weak my scores have become.most of my time planning & chasing people.. >.<---tue.. dono wad to do..
good guy or bad guy?funny.. when i graduate..
will the juniors rmb me?or be glad i have left like orange de case..hiaz---darling.. i know i've failed ui haven been able to keep my promises i made..to spend more time with u..to care for u..to always give u happiness..---my exams.. are in the drain..next term.. dono how to keep up..---teammates..hiaz.. i offend everyone..i give up trying not too..if u guys hate me then its oki know its my fault anyways..---i'm not contented with myself..i aint doing things,good enoughfast enoughwell enoughwith all of my heart...---feeling low..shall not write more..
/ 3:52 PM
LATEST UPDATE---
ITE College West Archery Club took part in the yearly:
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NUS OPEN INDOOR ARCHERY CHAMPIONSHIP 2007---
Results:
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Standard Class Female
~ 9th placing - Felicia 210/208 (418)
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Standard Class Male
~ 5th placing (bronze) - Daniel 235/225 (460)
~ 15th placing - Jianhui 215/201 (416)
~ 16th placing - Shane 212/190 (402)
~ 24th placing - Kelvin 174/172 (346)
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Standard Class Male Team Event
~ 2nd placing (silver) - Daniel, Shane, Jianhui
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Open Class Male
~ 5th placing (bronze) - Shayne 269/263 (532)
~ 38th placing - Raymond 251/227 (478)
~ 49th placing - Steve 226/232 (458)
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CONGRATS TO ALL FOR WINNING & TRYING THEIR BEST !!
Saturday, June 16, 2007 / 10:00 PM
Today
ITE College West Archery Club took part in the yearly:
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NUS OPEN INDOOR ARCHERY CHAMPIONSHIP 2007
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Results:
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Standard Class Female
~ 9th placing - Felicia 210/208 (418)
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Standard Class Male
~ 5th placing (bronze) - Daniel 235/225 (460)
~ 15th placing - Jianhui 215/201 (416)
~ 16th placing - Shane 212/190 (402)
~ 24th placing - Kelvin 174/172 (346)
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Open Class Male
~ 5th placing (bronze) - Shayne 269/263 (532)
~ 38th placing - Raymond 251/227 (478)
~ 49th placing - Steve 226/232 (458)
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CONGRATS to Daniel & Shayne, both received Bronze awards,
also to the rest who tried their best today..
last but not least, Wei Liang, Zhen Xi & Liting for supporting.
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Daniel, Shane & Jianhui have also made it to team events on sun.
Will update more on that tommrrow.
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(Pictures of today are below)
/ 9:45 PM
ok.. i can't get the damm pictures in again..
DAMM BLOGGER.. so not user-friendly..
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anyways.. will try to post pic "HERE" soon.. lols..
Thursday, June 14, 2007 / 10:40 AM
Archery ROX!! A picture of me shooting..

/ 10:08 AM

The Group!
(front) Noel, Colin, Myself, Darling, Angel
(behind) ZhenYang, Kenneth, Ray, WeeYang

Singing my birthday song..

Everyone smsing de sia? LOL wad is Yunmin doing?
OMG? Who's cooking!! *no wonder all chicken wings burnt..*

My lovely darling & me! =)

Happy birthday song.. & CAKE!!
*ray!! why u sing song until like sleeping.. lols*
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More about my birthday! (links below)
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And
Lastly which i wan to add is..
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thanks for all the birthday wishes
blog tags.. friendster comments
smses.. calls & presents !!
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i really enjoyed this year's birthday
and it have been "REALLY",
the best ever !!
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thank you everyone !!
Wednesday, June 13, 2007 / 7:10 PM
Rushing PIE Project..
plus need to rush out to find darling later..
wont update tonight then.. sorries..
hahas.. all readers come back sometime again ya? lols
Monday, June 11, 2007 / 10:54 PM
Will update about my birthday soon okie?
Wahhaha...
Saturday, June 09, 2007 / 10:44 PM
About an hour more to my birthday..hiaz.. aint looking forward to it anyways..-dono y ended up quarrel again..is cause of wad u say make my angry?or cause i'm wrong in the first place..hiaz.. nvm i'm anyways wrong..i'm not saying this to spike u..i mean it when i'm always wrong..-no mood..if i could make a choice..i would just cancel the stupid bbq.whats the diff, onli 1 year older..besides before ite, i wasent the casethat i had that many friends who caredin 19 yrs, i've celeb onli 3 with friends..of which none i have enjoyed..maybe this time no diff..what the hell.. what diff does it make.-hiaz u coming later ah..hmm maybe u 2 nid time ba..i dont extra..wont do or say anything..-stupid KLRD..idiot.. BAKA..u jolly well know tourn coming..then u go wad stupid camp.then fri leave early,sat u say wan afternoon,then become wad fever shit..make me kena scolded again..then u wad go church cook..u sick can cook?wait u go SARS the whole church.then u still at camp?wad go church with friend.eat med le.. i dont belief u camp even got med.u tell me u eat panadol, i make u eat whole box..dont even bother to go get mc..ask u call Lim u say wad tommrrow.then wad forget bring phone..
bloody hell make me sms & call ure ass..waste my bloody time..-sians.. mon exam..sure fail..no nid try also..used to being a failure..if not y will be in ite..screw myself.. gg good game..-hiaz..y quarrel again..i'm not being a guy..y is my heart so weak.y do i feel so hurt..i have so much to say..but argue before i could say..maybe Leo is stubborn..
always get the last word.nvm..jui suan le..i dowan fight..i've been shouting
scolding & being scoldedall day long..jui dowan more prob.-so emo now..hiaz..jui nvm bai am a FAILURE..
in LIFE, ARCHERY, LOVE..
go sue me..
-jui dowan post more le..
hope darling not crying or anyting..i wish she dint have to always be so strong..i wish i dint have to be so strong..& have someone support me..but theres still noone there..just alone..lonely..
Thursday, June 07, 2007 / 9:43 PM
SO FAST..
yet kinda slow.. lol
maybe cause..
no matter how u look at it,slow is SLOW..Anyways jui on 6th June 07, darling and me de first month has just passed.. it was a usual day, then met qianting at 4pm to head to causeway to meet up with darling and yunmin. We had dinner, MEE POK wib chili.. OYM.. i wan EAT CANNOT ISIT?!! lol.. anyways then bought NACHOS.. OMG.. so long nv eat le WAHAHAAHH.. eat until high.. but sux.. causeway de nachos lousy de.. nvm.. i lower my standard. Then jui watch MEN IN WHITE.. Cool movie.. very nice.. dono y the rest say, "okie" "soso" "can lor" "ke yi" "lame" etc etc.. then jui went Yewtee de mac study.. TODAY DE EXAM hard lor.. ok la.. considering i onli study 1 day for a 3 month term de topic.. =P lols.. come hit me.. Ooo.. i below will include some nice pictures of lazy people..
/ 9:30 PM
/ 12:40 AM
Happy 1st Month Darling..
=L3M0N= Luv =P3@C3=
will update more soon..